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Excellent piece of writingTuesday, 28 February 2012 | 0 comments
When I was tidying up my room , I found my journal . I didn't know where the hell i just kept it because I had been looking for this journal for ages . I lost it when I was in Form 5 . When I'd found this , I couldn't stop smiling and remembering all the memories that I'd wrote on it . Let's roll !
Thursday , 6/1/2011
Dear journal ,
Hmm , I don't know what topic I would like to write about but there's something in my mind .
Being rather pessimistic , I would like to start off with my fear with my fears . I guess my most immediate fear is approaching SPM .
There are many things I have to learn and do to improve my results . I'm a bit worried of doing not well enough to enter university .
But my greatest fear in the next decade when I turn 27 is the fear of not completing my degree . What if I fail miserably ?
My parents would be disappointed and I would be devastated .
What would I do if I were thus unable to support myself ? Related to this is the fear of growing older and alone . I love being a teenager with lots of friends .
This is the best that life has to offer without worrying for a living , getting married and becoming parents , but without good qualification , I would be condemned to a low paying job . My high-flying friends would probably shun me , and no one would want to marry me and... eventually , I'd die alone and unloved . This is would hurt me the most .
There are many things I have to learn and do to improve my results . I'm a bit worried of doing not well enough to enter university .
But my greatest fear in the next decade when I turn 27 is the fear of not completing my degree . What if I fail miserably ?
My parents would be disappointed and I would be devastated .
What would I do if I were thus unable to support myself ? Related to this is the fear of growing older and alone . I love being a teenager with lots of friends .
This is the best that life has to offer without worrying for a living , getting married and becoming parents , but without good qualification , I would be condemned to a low paying job . My high-flying friends would probably shun me , and no one would want to marry me and... eventually , I'd die alone and unloved . This is would hurt me the most .
Hahahah.., but enough of this gloom and doom !
I must make sure that this sad scenario doesn't happen . Also , in the next 10 years , I hope to change for the better . I tend to get impatient and short tempered which gets me into hot soup with my parents and friends .
So , that's definitely one trait I'd like to get rid of . Just as important is my hope that my parents will remain good health . I miss them so much ! So long and goodnight ^_^
So , that's definitely one trait I'd like to get rid of . Just as important is my hope that my parents will remain good health . I miss them so much ! So long and goodnight ^_^
When I just got back my journal , there's a note from my teacher . It was
''Excellent piece of writing''
